| | I hurt you.
but... did it ever occur to you...
It actually hurt me too.
Even if I didn't show it.
I promised you,
You were unlike anyone else in my life.
I mean that.
"All
humans need a degree of attention. Some people get it at the right
time, when they are 13 or 14, people get loved at the right stages. If
this doesn't happen, if the love isn't there, you can quite easily just
fade away. ... In a sense I always felt that being troubled as a
teenager was par for the course. I wasn't sure that I was dramatically
unique. I knew other people who were at the time desperate and
suicidal. They despised life and detested all other living people. In a
way that made me feel a little bit secure. Because I thought, well,
maybe I'm not so intense after all. Of course, I was. I despised
practically everything about human life, which does limit one's weekend
activities."
I want this
to be to you.
And for only you to know.
so that when you read it... you just know.
That it's for you.
And when everyone else reads it....
they're thinking how lucky the person it's to must be.
  
Tonight I thought.
How every girl that I've thought...
was unlike any other.
It's true... They weren't like any... but e v e n t u a l l y ...
They all fell in-line... and soon they were all the same.
But this time.
I don't think you'll fall in-line.
You're different.
You'll be different.
  
"Wait, are you okay with this, is it special?"
"Eric... It's just sex..."
"No, wait... I can't... [pushes girl off] I'm in love!"
"I hope that girl realizes how much you love her..."
"She doesn't."
  
"You rode a horse for me?"
"yeahh... =] "
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